♥You're the love of my life ; TANZALONG!

Thursday, January 31, 2008Y

tired tired tired.
humpfs.guess i'm sleeping soon.
dunno why feel lik buying loads of things.
carry lots of bag from my shopping spree.
hahas (:
i cried today again -.-
baby made de.you ask him why.
KUP KUP KUP,for no reason.
arghhhhhh.dun wish to talk bout it.
tmr lesson start at 8am.
omfg.so damn freaking early.
probably meeting dennis tmr.
as ish his's bdae.they all wanna cut cake.
going my turn soon.7JUNE!!!! (:
looking for my 18th bdae.cos able to chiong le.
with baby (: he's mine.
my bestie zann misses me alot when i'm not in sch ;DD
thanks babe.she damn concern me lurhs.
i so loves her (:
went home with davin todae.
after tt meet baby !!!!!!
whoots.ILOVEHIM ;DD

9:11 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008Y

baby design th entire pics.
th first time ehhs.damn nice lols.
i even went to print it out
& put in our wallet.
each of us had one.
damn nice damn nice.
baby should decorate more.
really used hart de ehhs.

jus now slack under my block took de.
nice hohs?i took de.duhs-.-
baby getting to love me more each days.
omfg.cant believe it.

mabel & jayda
my volleyball teammates.
CCHS libero.

posing in th washroom.hahas
tt's wenny idea.it wasn't mine.hahas
such a funny gal

alvin & jayda
i met him th first day of my volleyball audition.
he's damn friendly & funny.
he loves volleyball lik freak.
felt so happy for him.
hahas.baby say he siao de.

today had th worse day i had ever had.
my NAFA!!!!!!!gosh!
wasn't prepare at all.
but i had done myself proud
my result:
shuttle run 10.8secs
sit-ups 36
sit & reach 52cm
standing broad jump 207CM!!!
incline pull ups 17
sch of business running position 30

i'm so happy.hopefully i got A for my
2.4km.so i get full marks for my
NAFA this year.whoots.cant really
believe i got 207cm for standing broad jump.
cos last time was lik 180 ++ cm nia.
omfg.i did it.cos my aim for this ish to
jump above 200cm can alr.
next year ish 215cm.
& i believe i can do much more better den
th guys.even every items.so pls guys.
dun even look down on gals.
they might win you one day not wanting you
to know. (:

10:55 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008Y

took it ytd,at woodlands interchange.
baby sending me back home.
i miss his hugs ):
baby.i'll fufill our promises okays?
with much loves <33s

i jus realised how much i had miss class 4-7.
three months had jus gone.
time flies. )':
all my memories are to keep in my heart.
no matter wad happened.they will always cheered
as a class.lik during sport days.
th whole entire class cheered for us for th relay.
secondary sch lyfe ish great.
but everyone had only one time to treasure.
i really regret for not treasuring in th past.
i miss th laughter that we shared in th class.
sa bo dickson.hahas.esp zhanfran
can anyone give me a time machine?
allow me to study hard & have more fun in th class.

candid by steph.
were at tm long john.
dunno why des eatin halfway
jiu day dreaming -.-

i bet choonhoe lost his childhood last time.
hahas.des wanted to retard with him.
but too late

he's emo-ing again?! -.-

me & choon hua.nice marhs?
i likes this pics.th effect.
at kbox.sang till damn tired le.
& william can still continue to sing.
power ehhs him.

10:40 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2008Y

my throat hurts alot. -.-
dun have voice le.
dun tink this week can work.
but i wanna rebond my hair asap back.
i lik my hair style for now.
but it's really looks so messy on me.
rebond at least ish better.

jus now after lesson.
went back to sec sch,as baby ish getting his result.
chiong dao there.
he cant entered.cos his hair. -.-
den he spray.helped him.
finally he can enter.
slack at th void deck there.
finally he's out.
he got 24 points.
actually for his case quite good le.
he dun study at all when he's in sch.
always run away from class den go kenna case.
chao jia with him.
den choonhua acc me chat.
tink now ish alright le bahs.
see how tmr first.
;DD

10:22 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008Y

sunday
meet choonhua at dohby ghaut around 1 plus.
hahas.he really late.
waited for him at th bus stop.
den walked to somerset.
meet william at th control station.
walked til half way.it rainned.
ran to th wadever point.
walked there about half an hour.
den find william le.
go eat.
but ish choonhua ate.hahas.
we arre look at him.
after tt headed to kbox.
damn funny lols.
sang alot of song.
(: damn happy lols
from two plus sang til seven.hahas.
den we walked to cityhall.
had lot of crap.
think someone tt bitch might be.hahas.
he bought plaster for me (:
so sweet of him right?hahas.
jealous bahs.
drank mos soup den board th train back home.

monday
after school had volleyball training.
hahas.so happy.
got match ehhs.can spike.
th senior say i very lihai.
my team kao wo attack.hahas.
not bhb hoh,ish true ;DD
made me rise up th sky le.

tuesday
after school went to th sch bus stop with
steph,connie,beveryl,vincent,fiona,marilyn
desmond,yongteck,choonhoe.
board th bus.headed to tm.
went for shop shop.
but only me,connie,steph,beveryl,des & choonhoe.
hahas.crapped lols.
played kiddy ride.
took retard pics.but lazy to upload lols.
so probably will upload tmr.hahas (:
at night took bus to hougang with des & choonhoe.
cos 969 too many ppl.
den took 161 back to causeway

9:49 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008Y

ytd slept at 3.15am.
hahas.but todae woke up at 1030.
humpfs.not enough slp.
sad sia.
later meeting choonhua & william
at town for party world.
woots.
i wanna buy PSP red.

11:31 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008Y

alrights [:
i'm now in th CVC using th com.
it says tt strictly got surfing ITE & MINDEG websites.
but i' m using friendster,blogger & everthing tt i always used.
hahas [:
it's 2.24pm now.
i have a maths test at 230pm.
hahas.
i'm so broke this week.
arghh.omg.choonhua missed me again.
he damn cute lols.
jus now stepped onto his leg.hahas.
& he din say anythings.
he's damn CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.
cant stand him!ohhs mine.
haven make up le.
now going for makeup den g for test le.
toodles (:

2:24 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008Y

jus reached home.
have not even bath.
hahas.was pissed off by choonhua & someone
todae.
only steph & connie knew this things.
beverly toos!
harted towards her lols.
dun feel lik talking to her tmr.
anyways tmr have telematch.
dunno wad's gonna happen lols.
pe played bball with
xiuzhen,desmond & choonhua.
me & choonhua,desmond & xiuzhen one team.
they won.
i injured my arm by desmond & choonhua lols.
they all so violent.
ch laid up very funny.hahas.
had great fun.
after tt went to jog round th stadium with
marilyn,desmond & vincent.
hahas.vin siao de
think he toos free le.he continued to jogged.
hahas!!!he helped me to revenge jus now.
omfg!thanks vin.
you really impressed me.
after tt went to auditorium.
for principle talk.
tmr will be having maths test.
later gonna study.
so tt i'm able to pass it [:

10:15 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008Y

cam-whoring in th cab ;DD

i so loves this pics

drew by me & marilyn.(all bout vincent [: )

nothing much in class happened today.
but there's something happened.
dun wish to blog over here.
later got BIG PROB! "whatever"

8:23 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008Y

i was late for sch today -.-
though i woke up at 630am.
went into th class lik siao cha bor lols.
hair was damn messy.paiseh.
den went to make it wet.den become original again.
woots.prefer now.hahas.
was lik so HIGH todae with steph & connie.
had talk in th auditorium.
listened for hours & hours.
in th end cant take den fall aslp.
hahas.keep making choonhua.
he's lik so CUTEEEEEEE lurhs.hhahas.
kept making him.& he stil can pei he with me.hahas
had volleyball training at 530pm.
went for th mini game.
in th end we trained.
only four of us.
dun really know how to say.
was indeed tough.
their ball lik thunder.kenna trained by th guy.
meet baby at causeway point (:
loves

11:12 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008Y

i'm lik so happy lurhs.
went to bugis jus now.
bought two pairs & two dresses ;DD
whoots.i loves it.
feel lik a taitais ehhs.

10:52 PM

candid by steph ;DD at CVC?!or CDC?!

RL!my class at stadium(stil got more -.-)

me & steph camwhoring at gym

abbas & me.

candid by kelvin (:
i really miss sch now.
omg.it's lik jus th first week of sch.
& i'm alr fall in loves with my class.
th craps & laughter we had made.
made th teacher pekcek duing CRN.
hahas.hope tmr there will be practical.
ohhs ya.
most probably we will be goin for out movie treat
on either thurs of fri after sch.
with steph,connie,choon hua,abbas,kelvin & blah blah blah.
dunno who going.
hope they are not working.& probably vincent.
hahas."HE DIED AFTER DOING GYM!"
his nick tt i gave him.hahas
& he cant stand mie. ;DD

10:34 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008Y

baby!you are th one tt i'll never let you go.
i will not break th promises alright.& you toos!
you really made me go crazy over you.
i will not let anyone have you.i had alr given you my heart.
no matter wad you are mine!you cant choose! :DD
i reallie loves your hug.ish lik making me feel being love-d.
you are th one & only.this ish lik th first time i had
this feeling.dont wish you leave me alone.
i wanna share th same happiness & sadness together.
& i'll not cry again!i'll grow up somedays.
baby,I LOVE YOU! x33s

ytd had pe lesson with our pe teacher,of course!hahas.
went to stadium to assemble.
watched th guys playing soccer.
was lik so exciting.me,connie & steph were lik so crazy.
was lik screaming non stop.was hoping th ball to goal.hahas.
played 2 on 2.me & desmond,lionel & choonho.hahas.
& i earned TWO POINTS!desmond din.hahas.in th end we won.
cos th score ish 6-4.hahas.i shot three point twice.unbelieveable. (:
after pe.went to th sch pool centre.
with steph,connie,abbas,kelvin,choonhua,yong teck & vincent.
wanted to play pool.but ish fully booked.
so we went to th gym.
choonhua went for work & yong teck was lik MIA.
so we go ahead without him.hahas.
do our gym.was lik crazy lols.
we sang song.hahas.vincent was lik out of breathe went to
sang cai hong together,
cos we were singing while doing our gym.hahas.
danced ard with steph.took pics.
but lazy to upload.
probably upload on sunday?
tmr will be working at tampines.but not th same place anymore.
sad )':
anyway hoping my acc can hit $ 600
so $400 will be mine.hahas
probably every weekend i'll work one day.so that
each week i will have $60 more (:
afterall there isnt any much thing for me to study.
as we are still have our orientation.
it's really depends.

i loves RL ;DD

cos hoping that each weekend if i'm free.
i'll work on both days (:
min $120 ehs.
tt pretty much.as i can have more allowace.
& i earned it myself.
so hoping tt my bank hit $1000!
wosh!$800 will be mine!

11:08 PM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008Y

ever since sch had started.i have completely
not time for blogging ]':
did not have enough slp for these few days ):
i'm so shag lols.
got panda eye alr.lols
had quite a number of friends
they are all quite friendly lols.
hahas.damn funny toos!lols (:
i simply loves them
btw th first day of sch we had alr a class photo (:
so damn nice lols.cant stand th class.
felt so heartwarming.
i'm so tired now (:
gonna go slp soon.
byees

9:57 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008Y

collected my sling bag alr.
NICEEEEEEEE!
baby agreed with tt toos!
hahas.rachael is so CUTEEEEEEE lols.
hahas.she simply loves to crap.crap lots of things
with me.
went bugis jus now.
bought my red cardigans.so nice lols.
& ish BIG! -.-
hahas.aniwaes probably i'll getting another baby pink or grey.
so sweet th colour.
i need more pants toos.
dun wanna waste money on buying fbts alr.
waste money lurhs.
baby still at his ahma hse.think eating non stop with rachael too.
hahas.their biscuit khakis.hahas.
aniwaes tmr will be going to sch with berry.
will be meeting him at causeway at 715am.
take bus to ad.969 xiaoying board th bus 7 off to sch! (:
gotta go sch alr.
probbly meeting joshua tmr toos!

10:13 PM

yeah.later gonna take my taiwan sling bag le.
WOOTS!finally.....
but i jus bought two bags at th taiwan spree.hahas.
nvmd.everything mush be new for me.
specially BAGS!will not feel boring using it.
gal's favourite.
jus ate finished breakfast.
later goin meet baby at causeway go take bag together (:
den meet sharon.as she will b celebrating her bdae
todae.
omfg )':
tomorrow sch start alr.so damn fast.
still rmb th last dae of n's.
we were screaming so loudly.
hahahas.finally finish alr.everyone shared th same joy.
but last 2 weeks.no everyone including me.
haish.time flies.i'm turing 17 soon.next year 18
which means i can go club.i dont feel lik growing up.
i wish my teenage life could somehow stop here.
th fun when we slack together,played together.
especially during sch holidae.
this year sch holidae has been extended.
almost three big month.
but haish.regret din work everydae.
if not i would have thousand to spend.
psp wasnt difficult to buy.
but for now.haish.dad din give me allowance for this
week.i'm going to broke alr.
how?think of going to th atm.heart broke.
finally i had hit 500 bucks alr.so damn happy.
but i dont wish to press.
hope tomorrow he will give me allowance.&
i can save.hit 600 bucks this time.
till 1000 i'm gonna buy psp.
but mush wait long long lols.
humpfs ]':
gonna go bath soon.
probably meet baby earlier.
dont wish to be at home rotting.
ohhs ya.tonight mush call xiaoying.
will be meeting her together for sch.
orientation day!yucks!
lik abit childish.
th paper wrote tt we ought to bring pe attire.
probably tomorrow ish also cca day.
joining volleyball & dance (mush have ) haas.
i still wanna join VOLLEYBALL!
it's my life.cant go without it.LOL!
baby will be working.i mean interview.
hope he will be recruit.
he's going broke too!but this means tt
he will have lesser time for me.
everydae in th evening & sundae full day for me.
aniwaes have to bear with it.
as i'll be going for sch.
he will have no one to accompany when i went for sch.
so it's okay with me alr if i think this way (:

11:42 AM

Saturday, January 5, 2008Y

finally for th long waiting time.
my bag had ARRVIED!!!
woots!
i waited for nearly 5 months.
from 8 oct!!!!!omfg.can you believe it.
so slow.
aniwaes ytd ish weixiang's bdae!
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BDAE (:
time flies.
i stil can rmb th first time i wishes him happy bdae
is 6years back.
but this yr i could not wish him face to face )':
aniwaes,i'm gonna miss him.hope he will be great & study hard.
i miss sch too!!!!
th fun.th time when we chiong together as a class when n's
ish drawing nearer & nearer.
& th time we know tt we gonna split.
do you know how much pain we had suffered.
lik crazy!
should end here regarding this topic.
scare later i'll cry out loud.

12:01 PM

Thursday, January 3, 2008Y

i cried fucking long ytd.
was really hurt by HIM!
baby please dont hurt me anymore.
you promish me that this last chance ish to
make me happy.
& this ish my last time believeing in you!

jus bough a bag from a blogshop.
NO!ish TWO!lols.hahas.
bought th brown vintage bag & a red haversack (:
til now my taiwan sling bag haven reach -.-
sad!
when can i have it.i'm so craving for a new bag now!
ytd conference with baby & weihai.
weihai hung th phone around 2.40am.
wheras baby & i chat til 3.30am probably or later
abit.was so tired.sleep lik pig.
there's something wrong with baby'sphone.
he cant msg. -.-
i wanna meet him NOW!

12:53 PM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008Y

how i wish i could keep blogging non stop.
so that can stop me from thinking of him
omfg.why i miss him so much.
though he made empty promises again & again.
life is so fuck-upp.
i really begin to hate this world.
i dont wish to be on earth.MIA?!
can i?till now.no response at all.
should i give up everything?!?!?!?!
can anyone tell me.
sorry for rejecting you again & again.
i really love him truckloads.
ytd nite idin even touch or hug elmo at all.
i dont know why.
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him
i miss him ]':
i cried again.
my heart feel so pain.
it's goin to numb soon.
once it numb,i dont think i have th
feeling for you anymore.probably
not even others.
i'm a heartless freak,SO ARE YOU!

3:26 PM

ridiculous -.-
mood have not been good since 31 dec.
omfg.
ish alr th second day in this new year.
but somehow i was upset.
cried each dae.
this ish really making me stupid.
probably i would do stupid things to keep myself awake.
yeah.probably.
fridae will be goin to sch to do some admin stuffs.
boy sch uniform.
i wan th red one.can?i mean th top.
th white in colour look so kuku.LOL.
ohhhs.btw.thanks junhao for buying me th christmas choco.
ilovesit!
damn freaking NICE!
but i'm left with three pieces.
nvmd.hahas.th box there wrote marks & spencer.
i wanna go town paragon & purchase it.
with all th nut on th choco biscuit.jus lik timtam ;D
when ish my daddy giving me allowance?
i wanna buy my brown vintage bag.
cant wait.i wan new pencil case too.
cos this ish a new year.
everything have to be NEW!
i dont care. (:
i wan my pay too!
but ish lik i had only received 61bucks nia.
tt my one day pay.
& i had wait for damn damn long.
others at most will only take thier pay
every one month.
but for mie ish lik ard 6 weeks.
but only getting one day pay.
lik tt how can i survive.
i'm going to die sooner or later!
help mie pleaseeeeee,lord!
how i wish tt money could drop from th sky.
& ish million of million of dollars
i would wanna buy loads of things.
prada,gucci,topshop,new urbanmale,ferriswheel,polo ralph,
psp slim,handphone,mp4.....
tink bout it makes me leg turn jelly.
but ish impossible.
not I M possible.
saddist me.
i could go ard th world.
taiwan hongkong japan.....omg.
how i wish i can go now.
without any hesitation.
dont even have to look at th price & consider.
wadever i lik i would jus take & pay.
woots.
i'm in my dreamland now.
thinking bout those thing that wouldn't happen at all.
hahas.I'M DREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

为什么每次我哭的时候都不是你来安慰我？

一直都是他来安慰我。你真的喜欢我吗？

i'm fucking hungry now!

12:55 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008Y

why everytime when i'm sad.
he will always be there for me.
he will definitely called on th right time.
though we were once together.
but he ish much more caring den previously.
ish tt good or bad?
why mush guy cherish when they had lose something.
i dont really know why.
wadever ish it.
wadever i did i will only think bout myself.
not for anyone.
i maybe selfish.
but you dont think you are that too
please i have my own feeling too!
not only you,okies?
i'll learn to be myself & not to relay on you.
you had simply changed!
last time you will helped mie to carry my bag without failed.
but now,
you would sae.your bag very heavy ehs,carry yourself ehs.
you only think bout yourself.
you might as well be a fishmonger.
i dont need you alright?
hatred towards you.
kept telling those mushy words when i'm angry
do you think it will work?
dont think i only have you in this world alright?
i still have lot of people to care & to love them
i would rather shield tears to those whom i think need it.
you?!
ask someone whom will not be angry with you at all.
& can tolerate your monkey business.
will also made empty promises.JUST LIKE YOU!!!!
i would rather be with someone who jus love me.
i dont need to love him,
all he do jus love & care for me.
wont not made empty promises
YOU MADE ME CRY AGAIN!!!!

8:56 PM

能不能把我的愿望还给我？
现在的我只要开心
为什么忠实要把我弄哭了你才甘愿
我已近很累很累了。
你真的有好好的对待我吗？
你答应过的事情为什么要返回。
这些日子以来
你知道我为你哭过几次吗
真心地对到我不是你想要的吗
还是只是想找个半来陪你过无聊的日子
我只要开开心心的过每一天
这样的小小要求
你都不要帮我实现吗
如果是这样的话。
倒不如我们不要在一起算了
这样我们彼此才会开心的过日子

you are making me crazy okay?
love you but in th end made me lik a freak
omfg.
why did i choose you initially?
probably i had made th wrong decision

3:45 PM