♥You're the love of my life ; TANZALONG!

Friday, February 27, 2009Y

i don't know how to describe my mood now.
i felt that i'm floating , aimless , empty!
Pay came in. Still, moodless.
Every things kept to myself.
& ohs yays, i almost faint again?! FUCK!
gastric is acting up. No medicine. /:
Pain till death! abit too over.
don't wish to own anything for th time being.
Probably just your concern, your love & your
company. Communication breakdown i guess.
just think that i'm always standing alone.
i just don't know why i had this feeling.
don't ask me cause i don't know too.
I'm not thinking too much too.
will be working tmr at cck instead of pwp.
from 1 to 10pm.

11:39 PM

These few days really no feeling very well. Stomach pain! Gastric. Everythings

bad comes to me. thanks uh. Pissed off. flood me with things can.

Work, outing with friends, volleyball!!!!! JAYDA, just get on busy!

Bought blusher & blue lenses today. wendyy said i'm ugly.

Well, as usual. but i know she definitely lovess me. romantic hoh?

Working with me alone (: Ohs yays. I've promise to be wendyy's model.

Hope she won't help me makeup till like a ghost look. :D

& i know we're gg for outing on that day. date with me uh.

Hahs! Yesterday went out with julian. wahidah did not come /:

Alright, i superb missed her.Had shoppinggg. (: long time

did not do shopping alr. frankly speaking i did not buy

anything. /: quite sad. Had sakae :D

was really happyyyy. Can eat unagi. handroll and sushi.

his treat! :D reached home around 12am.

tired. Not enough sleep recently. i guess i'm suffering from insomia soon!

1:35 AM

Tuesday, February 24, 2009Y

Hahahs! I'm waiting for my treat (:
Berry
Sakae treat
Julian
10 Scoops of ice cream
Chocolate fondue Buffet
Movie treat

Hahs! They're good right, Julian bet with me.
That why he lose all these to me. Berry wanted
a treat from me. End up i ask him for treat. & he
agreed! :D worked for th past four days. Yawn.
tired. finally rest. tmr might be going out with
julian and wahidah. for movie? don't know.

10:40 PM

Monday, February 23, 2009Y

Can you believe that i went movie with my sister, CHERYL!
Hahhas & we catch midnight movie. " the curious case of benjamin buttons! "
People you should watch this movie! this movie lasted for 2 hours pluse.
hahas. we watched 11.40pm. Ended at 2.20am. hahas! Superb cold.
Walked all th way home. (: around 3am reached home.
Today eye swollen! /: & is superb obvious! is midnight again!
& i'm still awake. Arggghhh. i better catch some sleep soon! Nights everyone!
Especially my love one! (: ioveyou.

12:14 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009Y

i don't know :{ this feeling is totally sucks!

i just misses you. & you're not free for me

for th entire day. last minute went to work.

had pepper lunch for dinner. I know i'm

broke & still can eat such niceee food.

helloooo, can't see that i'm not in a mood.

that why went to eat nice food. will be working

all th way till tuesday. Guess only work will

let th scary feeling to fade. but after work.

might come back again. " JAYDA, pleaseeee

pleaseee don't think so much can?! You're an

idiot! just concentrate what you should do now! "

Sch faster reopen pleaseeee. just want thing to

keep me busy. Going on.

Can treasure & love me more?

Cherish me can?

12:29 AM

Thursday, February 19, 2009Y

Worked today. At imm. With patricia.
Was rather busying laaaa. Once reached
shop. Started prospecting around. No
time to put on makeup. :{ Started doing
my smudge chart from 1plus all th way till 6pm
than i'm done with one. Nelson came to buy SP.
ended work at 10.20pm. Yawn. tired.
tmr still have to wake up early. as i'm having
my makeup competition. I'm anxious & scare.
I have not prepare my speech. Roar! How?
Anyways, thanks hana. For being my model.
No fret! I will doll you up pretty pretty. (: Trust
me. Though i'm clumsy at times. Hahs!

1:27 AM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009Y

Worked at greatworld today. was abit blur.
don't know why. Hahs! Forget to take A6 signage.
Oops! /: Chatted with wahidah alot. Hahas
As usual. LOLS. Reached home around 930pm
Chatted with my sis. Cheryl. Talked about volleyball
& definitely i missed it for sure! I wanna join back!
(: Should prepare myself a sport bag. && water bottle.
& everythings. Hahas! I can't wait for it to start.
alrights, have nothing to blog about. Tatta. (:

12:23 AM

Monday, February 16, 2009Y

Nice nice? (: My stitch & flower? Hahas. They were from wendyy & patricia on val day.

Thanks girl. i loveeeeee th flower uhs. First time received it, Arghhhhh. Heart melt alr.

Hahahs, Guess she loveeee me load too uh. { Wendyy, please don't deny & shy, i

understand } :D Meetup with xuemin yesterday after work. Chatted alot in train.

Superb longggg did not chat with her alr. is like heart to heart talk. & she's in love

with my victoria secret bag. Hahas. I know it's nice. Oops. && i love her coin purse.

Guess lastest collection. Can you believe this is th very first time guess come out with

a design whereby you can put coin & key together. Omgggggggg {: I want i want!

Might be waiting for a new design. I can't wait laaaa. Pay please come in. Hahas.

I'm waiting for you. Blahblahblah. Ohhh yays. Meetup with alexTAN on val day night.

Thanks! (: to his company. walked to back home from causeway till my house

downstairs. he's always th best. friendship for 7years & still counting. (:

11:04 AM

Saturday, February 14, 2009Y

Omgggggg, /: look at th one with shade!!!!! cause it's me, JAYDA!
found this pic in laptop. & was like taken last year. when we were
playing beach volleyball.

ignoration has been part of me. " Welcome aboard! "
work will start at 11am later on. Slept th whole day.
Started to play facebook. was kind of cuteeeee. (:
Pet society. People add me in facebook alrights?
Jayda_vb_08@hotmail.com thanks thanks :D
Anyways, is valentine day today. those who are attached.
Last longgggggg w your partner.
those who are single.
i can say that. well, valentine day are not for those who
are attached only. You can still have a date with your friends (:
Is alrights. hahas. Since i don't seems to be looking forward
on this date, i shall work than. Work shall end at 8pm.
Will be going home after it. So peeps, enjoy your date.

Happy Valentine Day ♥

8:46 AM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009Y

Baby gave me surprises yesterday. Superb sweet uh. (: Actually work finished at 8pm. After that changed to 930pm closing. Stomach was upset. So ended up finished at 730pm. Went to storeroom, realised phone rang. Picked up. initially don't know who was it. Cause he sounded weird. Said " Work still can talk uh. & blah blah. " Hahas, in th end realised was baby, he was outside my shop (: was surprised & shocked. went to tiong bahru for dinner. & had movie at 935pm. Catch underworld. Chiong in, (: Cause is M18, hahahs. Alright. i know i look old. After movie, baby accompanied home. Had rebonding today. nothing special. Cause i did it before. just that it is neater. ;d Went shopping with baby at junrong point. bought cleanser & nail polish from face shop. && th cleanser is sucks /: Superb oily. Omgggggggg, :x

10:34 PM

Saturday, February 7, 2009Y

Alrights, it past 12midnight alr. Nothing particular in mind.

Kinda upset. Had spring trend training in th morning.

& was like super super morningggggg, :x

Awake at 730am but i'm still late. training last th whole day.

Recevied moroccan rose body butter as door gift.

Still okay. as unable to get SP for it at th moment,

i'm still considering should i take up private o's.

idk. /: Headed to bugis with wendyy. Walked around at

village. & lastly parco. Had supper at kfc. did not get

anything for myself. Superb superb upsettttttt, :x

She requested to go arcade to have some basketball

games. Lose to her. /: i know i'm not good at anything.

After that went to her friend's pub. happy hour.

Sang two songs. Tears also flow down.

i'm not that me today. Not optimistic. I'm so damn fucking down.

{ this is really th first time i'm using foul language. pardon me for that }

Cabbed home, reached home around 12am.

i'm off tmr. & i know where's th best place for me to go to.

Valentine day is round th corner. & i can't feel it.
Well, idk why. Feeling not very well. Stomach feeling upset &

gastric is acting up. Feel like fainting at times. Shiveringgggg, :x

Coldnesss, Might be seeing doc tmr or whatsoever.

I'm afraid that th doc requested me to go for an entire checkup.

&& i have sickness in me. Probably having a mental prepare is

needed for me.

12:43 AM

Tuesday, February 3, 2009Y

Stomach is super upset now. idk why.

i've been awake since 2am till now.

mood not very good. don't wish to talk about it. {:

- i guess i know what's gg on

will be working later on at greatworld.

1-930pm. Will be super hardworking. :

Had dinner just now with alexTAN.

Chatted alot again. i was telling him like

he's like my close family. watched me grow up.

from pri sch to sec sch to ite. Now have graduated

from ite alr laaaaa. time flies. & i know him for like

6years alr?!

-babyyy, guess i need some times to
control myself.

4:47 AM

Monday, February 2, 2009Y

It's been a few days that i had last blog. Lazy to blog (:

Friday went xuemin's house for CNY gathering.

Before that meetup with babyyy at causeway for breakfast.

With ♥ babyyy , yuyun , xueqi & moreeeee :D

Gambled th whole day. Lang man with xueqi & yuyun.

Hahas. Chatted alot. Around 930pm cabbed to causeway

back for movie. All's well end's well. Funnyyyy luhhhhh.

This is th first movie i watched w him (:

Reached home at 12am.

Saturday went to babyyy's house pai nian with his parent.

Superb paiseh. Was like blushing laaa. with alot of people

at his house. Played with his nephew, & sister with ds. :D

babyyy accompanied me too. thanks! (:

Cabbed home at 1145pm.

&& he's working now. last day working at imm.

i'll be missing him, /: Cause that's th place i get to know him.

-You never failed to make me happy ♥

Everyday shall be a happy memories for me

to remember my loves. I won't forget every

single things that you did for me.

2:02 PM