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Turning 21 on 7June2012.I ♥ RAINBOW
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Burberry Super Nova Large
Coach Tote Bag
Coach Sling Bag
Genting trip w bby!
HongKong Getaway w bby

& again ! I'm starting work tmr with angel , :x at greatworld ! Will be working there as a full timer. Will be fcuking miss bibi when i'm working over there. Loveeeee bibi <3s ! Had a mini shopping spree on sunday :D Played Counter-Strike with bibi , ian , ahdi & jacob! & one of th
game i'm th last survivor. Managed to kill four people & WE WON ! :D HAHA! Was suppose to meet xuemin tonight. But she's unable to make it ! /: Well. will be getting roaster tomorrow.
Hopefully off on saturday ! it's BIBI's DAY ! :D Wonder what will be bibi getting for me ? HAHA!
He promised to get me something ! Looking forward to it luh (:

Counting down three more days to work at imm.
Gonna miss you guys i guess (: Ehhh, off three
days alr. HAHA! damn shiok. Like a slacker's
life ahh. Look forward to this coming weekend.
It gonna be my shopping day {: Yeahs Yeahs C:
Hair cut day too probably, feel like cutting hair.
Just don't like. Sort of like frizzy & thick.
Baby and i had agreed to get th same blanket.
From ikea. HAHA. Wonder what will be th design
look like.

damn it :x whole body aching. due to yesterdays' volleyball match i had.
but overall i think still worth it. HAHA. Seriously volleyball rocks ! Okay?
Should i accept th job given to me now? I'm so confused.
ok. my face start to worsen. is like rashes on both of my cheeks! /:
how? is getting me mad. rawrrrr, :x

You once told me that you love me.
But i really don't know already.
My imagination start to run wild.
Keep having headache.
Whole body seems to be no strength
Hand keep shivering. What does
this mean? Seriously, i don't know
what's happening. I'm so tired of it.
No one listen to me. No one believe me.
No one stand by my side. What's going
on? I really need someone to rely on badly.
My life is totally sucks & is a disaster.
Cried badly in th middle of th night.
Heart-broken. x3s Who were th one listen
to my tears. I had this sulky feelings once.
But yet. it came back again. i don't know what
should i do is correct. is like whatever things
i did is wrong. TOTALLY WRONG!
there's nothing i can do to make you happy.
No longer me anymore. Probably someone
could make you happier. I'm just a passerbys.
Who just happened to pass by you this time.
I'm nothing. Really nothing. You're no longer
th one i used to love. You changed. Indeed.

there's two types of guys in this world
:
- A guy who will love you deeply, no matter
what.
- A guy will treat you super good in th 1st
place.
After that treat you like a rubbish.
Just dump you aside.

Well, you know yourself well. Which type of guy you are.
There's nothing i can do right now. Seriously
our communication breakdown. If thing is still
going to turn out in this way. i will really
go away. Really far away from you. i don't
want to be sad anymore. Felt really sad.
" I LOVE YOU! " is not just to say out only.
Actions speak louder than words.
i no longer feel proud tell others that you're a great
boyfriend who i admire. Yes, indeed you used to be one.
I felt so damn fucking proud to have you.
But after you had changed till like that. No more.
I must think twice. really do i feel proud anot.
Probably yes. Probably no.
& you just don't know how much i love.
I could even accompany you from dawn to dusk
without failed. i just don't know why.
Please leave me alone you're going to be like that.
I don't want you to be th next HIM.
I'm just tired of life.
Things might get better. or might not.
Life isn't that RAINBOW anymore,

Labels: Tears and Sadness. Who are th one will be there listen to my tears?

Ehh, received a msg from my manager just now. Won't be working at imm
tmr. will be at Toa Payoh. && i don't even know how to get there. /:
My complexion isn't good now. Rawrrrr, :x i want some whitening products!
&& i want a new phone too. got bored with it.
Restaurant city is bored alright. So damn hard to level up. had been playing
for days & it's like level 12 still. -.- 2 more days to birthday. No longer 17
years old. i can do alot of things. like watch M18, buy alcohol cigs. club.
No more age limit stuff for me except those needed 21 years old.
having bad hair day today. like damn damn frizzy. need more conditioner.
have to be very hardworking to use all th products that i had bought.
all still full bottles. -.- kinda waste uh. i know that.

this will be my last month working in body shop alr.
will be finding a full time job with ahchoon.
think of what present to get from dad alr. HAHA!
don't know whether will he get for me. hope so !
facebook is rather interesting. Have so much of
games to play. {: