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Thursday, June 18, 2009Y

You once told me that you love me.
But i really don't know already.
My imagination start to run wild.
Keep having headache.
Whole body seems to be no strength
Hand keep shivering. What does
this mean? Seriously, i don't know
what's happening. I'm so tired of it.
No one listen to me. No one believe me.
No one stand by my side. What's going
on? I really need someone to rely on badly.
My life is totally sucks & is a disaster.
Cried badly in th middle of th night.
Heart-broken. x3s Who were th one listen
to my tears. I had this sulky feelings once.
But yet. it came back again. i don't know what
should i do is correct. is like whatever things
i did is wrong. TOTALLY WRONG!
there's nothing i can do to make you happy.
No longer me anymore. Probably someone
could make you happier. I'm just a passerbys.
Who just happened to pass by you this time.
I'm nothing. Really nothing. You're no longer
th one i used to love. You changed. Indeed.
there's two types of guys in this world
:
- A guy who will love you deeply, no matter
what.
- A guy will treat you super good in th 1st
place.
After that treat you like a rubbish.
Just dump you aside.

Well, you know yourself well. Which type of guy you are.
There's nothing i can do right now. Seriously
our communication breakdown. If thing is still
going to turn out in this way. i will really
go away. Really far away from you. i don't
want to be sad anymore. Felt really sad.
" I LOVE YOU! " is not just to say out only.
Actions speak louder than words.
i no longer feel proud tell others that you're a great
boyfriend who i admire. Yes, indeed you used to be one.
I felt so damn fucking proud to have you.
But after you had changed till like that. No more.
I must think twice. really do i feel proud anot.
Probably yes. Probably no.
& you just don't know how much i love.
I could even accompany you from dawn to dusk
without failed. i just don't know why.
Please leave me alone you're going to be like that.
I don't want you to be th next HIM.
I'm just tired of life.
Things might get better. or might not.
Life isn't that RAINBOW anymore,

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