Emotionless, Numb, Hurt, Sad, Strength-less. Everythings ended. Oh, i should say. Things had not started for me and him, but it just ended it this way. Things that are not meant to be mine, it won't. I'm just like a passerby in his life. Phobia and every single things, i'm not the one whom can lead him out of this darkness. Probably one day, someone out there, might be able to. I can never believe in love anymore. What i did to him, does not worthwhile at all. Ya. he touched by some things which i did. but so?! does he appreciate it? he don't really love me. Probably is just a crush. Someone whom he admire. I'm not pretty for him. there isn't any talent in me. I don't have the sense of dressing. Everything in me, totally sucks! There's no one cherish me. Only me. Fall out of love at times. Fairy tales don't exist. I'm lost. Deep in my heart. i really love you. but there's nothing for me to do now. Nothing can help. Clique had been trying hard to pull us together. I appreciate it. But things just won't work between me and him. There's no sparks. Even if there is, it won't light up. We're totally from two different worlds.
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