thanks for letting me know that you will be better than him. i don't know why everytime when i told myself that i wanna give up, you'll somehow give me hope. I'm afraid t fall again. i'm not being myself when i'm with you. I felt stressed up and tired. Both of us know what we want. I want and need someone whom can accompany me each day. shower me with loves. but you're someome whom will either stay at home or work. you don't shower people with love. You will injure and hurt them. And probably to others is love. but to me, is just a casual friend. Yays, at times you treat me cold and hot. this made me doubt your love for me. I know you have phobia. but think about me. What you really want from me.? Just someone t accompany? Or you really love me? & i know myself well.
Well, i know i'm not pretty, don't have sense of dressing, not being a girl at times and most of all. Not th desire girl in mind. I know it will be hard on you for me to enter into your own world. But what can i do? You told me that you don't want me t giveup. I know. Cause is really hard on me too. But i really don't know what can i do alr. I'm really sorry for treating you cold and hang your phone when you called me for these past few days. Cause i want you t feel how i felt when you're treating me cold. :( there's so much things i want t tell you about. i just don't know where t start from. I start t miss you when i don't get t see you.
I love you when you're hugging me around your arms and asking me t sleep. Telling me that you won't go away.
I love you when you help me open th cab's door. Giving me a goodbye-kiss before i board th cab and telling me to give you a text when i'm home.
I love you because you will text me after your work. telling me you end work alr. With all th sweet msges from you.
I love you because you will call me when you're free, bored and sick. Asking me where am i and etc.
I love you because when i'm out with you. You made me feel loved. Held my hand walking down th road together.
I love you when we're in th bus. th bus jerk?! I will tends t fall. You will hold on to me.
I love you when you text me on th day of my birthday. Telling me that you can't be th first t wish me. Hopefully is th last t wish me. I felt so happy.
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