#lifesucks
Getting more and more lazy to update! @#$%!&*
Time to get some works done. I'm left two weeks in this company! Yea, prolly it's a good sign. I'm spending or i should say wasting my life rotting over here. There's not much customer and i have nothing to do. Most of the time i will be surfing the net and watching video from YouTube. #deadbored Will be having a good 10days break before working at Natural Beauty. Okay, don't ask me what's that. I don't know either. I only know it's about skincare! Yay, i know i know. Like skincare again? That's my only good points in retail industry. HAHA! Hmmm, just wondering what should i do during this 10days of break. Like bby is working almost everyday. /: Rawr, me no like!
Trying to save up by not spending on unneccesary stuff, but i don't feel good! Arghh. It's totally impossible for me to save. I just love new stuff and the urge of paying money to the cashier! "okay, i sounds idiot!"
Oh ya, the faint feeling come back again! damn. #lifesucks I almost faint while working and there's no one in shop. Chill ran down my spine, i felt so helpless. there's nothing i can do to stop this feeling. how? Went to the doctor, he told me i'm having depression. Whut?!?! Seriously i doubt his knowledge. How on earth will this faint feeling phobia turns into depression? Is not like i hallucination or having split-personalities. This is totally atrocious. You can't buy me for that. & there's no medication for it. Doom for sure!
Tweenies-first will be coming in 1.5months. Still not sure what should i do. Totally no plan. & please don't be a screw-up one on that day. & wondering what should i get for myself. You know, something that is memoriable kind, not those sucky ones.
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